The dark and imaginative

I lied, I do still love you.

• May 09, 2012, 5:08pm

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Gonna put this on here because all the people that still blog stopped following me in my massive absence, and the rest don’t blog any more.

Seeing a picture can make so much come flooding back, even though it’s a new picture, one you’ve not seen before. My life is in a new place now, a better place, I have a job and I live where I’ve always wanted to live, but what I’d give to be this time last year, or maybe soon, more like February of 2011. I know this sounds whiny, and it is, I’m entitled to it though, because I haven’t whined up to now, I’ve been really casual about everything, but sometimes, just sometimes, I feel it. I wonder if you’re half as eat up as me? I mean, I’m not always like this, but that’s because I don’t have time to think at the moment, if I was still in Blackpool without a job, I’d be stewing over this and going crazy.

Basically, what I’m saying is, there’s something missing. I wish I could have it all, but I can’t, and I am dealing with it, just. I do miss you though, but I know there’s no point pursuing something that I know in my heart of hearts will never be as good as I want it to be, or as good as it used to be.

• April 08, 2012, 1:46pm

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I need to get baked. Fuck having no money.

• April 07, 2012, 1:32pm

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